I feel like it is going to help me feel better if I share this with you. Last night me (19M) and my girl (20F) drank a little. We usually start to argue when we are drunk, so we started again. Then she wanted to go out for a little walk and told me that she lied about last time she was out with her friends (about 8-9 months ago). She lied about being r@ped there, and even tho she lied bout it then it broke my heart, so this time it really destroyed me. We celebrated 2 years anniversary last week also and we are really really close. It just that one thing that has been unclear til now. She says that she doesn't remember much, but she is sure that things happened. I forgave her and told her that it was a long time ago, and it was her first time out. And I am an overthinker, so you know that I have already thought about every possible scenarios. I know that she will never drink without me, like she only have done it once before. I can't even think about a life without her, and she said that she lied because she was scared I would leave her. We have been dating for 2 years, met eachother every single day, respecting eachothers insecurities. She are not even a little intressed about other guys, since I am with her every day, almost 24/7. She meet her friends like 3 times in a year and usually we spend time with mine. I changed myself for her and she did it too in a way. I know how much we love eachother. But I swear it was like a she hit me with a baseballbat.

I would like to hear your opinion.