I’ll try to make the backstory as short as possible.

My ex lost her job, leaving her unable to pay rent and take care of her dogs or herself. Her living with me wasn’t an option bc her two pits didn’t get along with my husky. It was a rough year for the both of us. Work was very slow for me too, I helped her out with her bills the little I could, but I was on a dry work period living tightly off my savings. I knew it was just a slow season, so just had to though it out for a bit. I told her to try and find someone to watch her dogs and she could stay with me for the time being. I also told her as soon as I started working, I would send all the dogs to training boot camp to see if it was possible for them to live together. I usually make really good money in a short time, I was just experiencing a slow year. I knew as soon as I started working I could take care of all of us. Even buy us a new house.

I guess she couldn’t figure it out and suddenly told me she was moving to Nashville to start fresh over there. She eventually admitted she left to go live with one of her “friends” who offered a place to live with a yard for the dogs and basically took care of her for 6 months until she found a job. Turns out her “friend” was the same person she was hanging out with the day she broke up with me because I confronted her about forgetting our plans to be with her instead.

Fast track, she basically starts a whole new life with this girl, playing house with her. They start dating. I was left infuriated and confused. We had amazing regular and sexual chemistry, loved each other so much, never had a love like hers. Never loved someone so much. There was no doubt in my mind she didn’t love me. There was no doubt in my mind that it wasn’t mutual. Which is why I was left disgusted knowing what she was capable of while still loving me. She was living with someone out of pure benefit.

Communication with each other never ceased. I attempted blocking her multiple times, she always found a way to me, I always caved. It’s been 8 months since she left me for her. Yet I still haven’t been able to fully remove her from my life.

She always tells me she will never have another love like mine and how she wants to get back to me. How she’s saving money to leave this girl because she wants to come back home with me. She’s basically just playing the waiting game.

2 weeks ago she FT me in the middle of the night. Answered the phone but ass makes touching herself. Told me she missed me.

Jut a few days ago she got mad at me bc I wanted to stop communication. Mad as hell.

Then I see her girl post pictures with her and her entire family. Then kissing. It sunk my stomach to the ground. She never let me meet her family.

How could you possibly tell me that you love me and be so fake at the same damn time? How can you kiss someone and introduce them to your family knowing damn well you love someone else.

I just want to comment some things in the picture. Probably won’t be pretty. Someone please stop me .

Or not…?

I just want to add. When we first started seeing each other. She cheated on me with her friend. We eventually worked through it and she did this. I’m incredibly hurt. I know it won’t fix anything, but boy will it feel good.