I got cheated on back in 2021, she started catching feelings for my best friend at the time and I just ended up getting dropped. The relationship wasn’t very long compared to my first one but she just meant a lot to me, and I’ve done my best to put the incident behind me and move on but I feel like no matter what I’ve done I can never truly get over her and I feel like it holds me back emotionally.

Currently I’m trying to cope with the fact that I caught feelings for a friend of mine who currently is in a strong relationship with her boyfriend of almost 3 years. And I’ll tell you what, I want it so badly to be me and it boils my blood to see them together but I also feel like my frustrations are maybe just an outlet for my lingering feelings for what happened to me.