THIS WAS THE MOST PAIN THAT I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED, IT'S MENTAL, PSYCHOLOGICAL, EMOTIONAL, AND (GODDAMNED IT) PHYSICAL! I will post an excerpt of the text messages that my fiance decided to finally disclose to me after a plethora of lies and gaslighting. I have called off the wedding. I am losing somebody that I truly do love to an addiction they have with sex. About a month into our relationship I saw some pictures on her phone and a conversation with somebody. It was only by happen chance that I glanced at this. I confronted her and she proceeded to tell me how it was an old picture and that she would stop doing this. I decided to believe her. I decided to believe that she could be honest. And I invested in other four and a half more months falling further and further for her. This last Sunday, she accidentally showed me what was in her backpack that she carries around constantly. The backpack was full of condoms lubricant sex toys and lingerie. I asked her about it and she told me that she didn't know what it was or why she had it. It took approximately a day before she admitted that it was for the possibility of a Meetup. Upon further investigation I started seeing other tail-tale signs of a dishonest person. So I proceeded to ask questions about what was happening and she promised to me that he had not been with anybody I'm actually been faithful the whole time yada yada yada but I knew that wasn't true because she could not look me in the face and I mean she doesn't speak English 100% so her lying is really bad. So today I had approximately 12:48 p.m. the message below was finally her coming clean