With this woman for 10 months watching her kids not allowed to have a job. She had been sleeping with other guys the entire relationship using me for my time. Moral support. I’m so mentally fucked up right now. 10 months I watched her kids everyday I grew so attached to these kids. Well she went and fucked any dick she could just to find out she didn’t want me from the start. She told her family I was using her for money and my own monetary gains. Now spreading lies on my name. Telling all her friends I treated her so wrong. I never did anything to harm this woman all I ever did was help. I loved her with everything I had. Bent over backwards well she fucked her dads friends. Now she getting married to the one dude she told me not to worry about. I just want to stop feeling this way. So damned. Damaged and lost. I did everything I could for her and her family. Such lil motivation to live anymore