So my wife and I have been married for 5 years and together for 14 years. Our relationship has been rocky for a long time but I love this woman more than anything and I’ve stuck around for a long time to try and make it work. She has cheated on me on me probably 20 times and most recently I found out on Monday she had been cheating again for the last month. Before that she swears to me that she had changed and had not cheated on me for the last couple years. This is extremely embarrassing for me to admit that I’ve stuck around this long but I love her and I’ve just wanted this to work for my kids and my family. She tells me every time that she doesn’t want me to leave and that she only wants life with me, but she always ends up doing it to me again. I don’t know how to leave as I’ve recently lost my job and don’t have any money saved up and it’s just hard for me to leave because I always want to believe that it’ll be different. I know everyone is going to probably tell me I just need to leave, but it is so hard for me to do it.