I wanted to thank everyone for the reception my previous post has gotten. If you haven’t read it, you can find it linked here. I also wanted to reiterate that these posts are true in their entirety. Every quote you see is an actual piece of spoken or verbal dialogue verbatim. Hence, there may be fewer full dialogue conversations unless they occurred over text, and I can easily reference them. Additionally, since the story is true, as hot as some of your desires are, I won’t be including any fantasies or desires for how I wish this relationship to go. My main goal of these posts is to 1) show that real life lock ups between friends are possible and don’t always have to be done through a sexual relationship, and 2) to motivate me to follow through with my submission and never ask for the key back. Finally, these events are occurring in real time. I make an effort to refer to time as an absolute. If I write “today,” I mean it. Anyways, enjoy my frustrations. :D

I woke up this morning bright and early for my 8am class. Although my straining cage proved frustrating, with an exam tomorrow and finals quickly approaching, I knew it was for the best. I am still unfortunately waiting for the tags and key “safe” to come from Kink3D, but I made a promise to myself, and more importantly to Tyler, to keep the cage on unless otherwise ordered.

Picking up my phone, I sent a good morning text to Tyler, as I often do. Unfortunately for me, he often sleeps late into the day as he stays awake early into the morning. Hence, the time we can meet face to face or even text is usually limited to evenings. The feeling of knowing I can’t even beg to be released since he’s sleeping peacefully make me strain even harder.

I eventually managed my way out of bed and sat to take my morning piss. I will never stop loving the effect chastity has on my life in more ways besides controlling my insatiable libido. I would truly go permanent if given the right situation. I have never topped someone. Sure, I have thought about it, and at times I have wanted to, but I have always been self-conscious of my dick. Yeah, it’s average or so at 6 inches and relatively girthy. However, knowing that I can fit into such a tiny cage, how I want to be locked in this cage, makes me remember how subservient I am.

Classes went without a hitch. I do enjoy the dirty feeling of sitting in a room full of my peers locked and ever so slightly leaky. Hopefully, I don’t leak through my grey sweatpants. I chuckle thinking about how I may look. I carry myself with confidence and poise in public. I am outspoken and charismatic. I even sometimes get the attention of girls, who usually are sad to hear that I am gay. Yet, if only they knew that secretly I am on my knees desperate to please real men.

By the time I got back from class, around 11am, I still hadn’t heard from Tyler. I was sure he was still sleeping. As much as I wanted him to degrade me and tease me, I also know that my place isn’t to bother him. If I want to make this keyholding relationship work, I need to let him initiate his dominance. Although, I do hope that I get to see some more of it very soon.

At about 2, I couldn’t keep myself from asking him about my key. “Lose the key yet?” I asked with a smirking emoji.

About 15 minutes later I receive a response, “Never lmao. I don’t lose things.” Gosh his dominant assertions are hot! However, that was the end of the conversation; he quickly turned to other things. Secretly, I think he knows exactly what he is doing. He knows I want him to tease and taunt me, so instead he will simply do nothing and let me come begging him for mercy, where he will provide none. After all, I did ask for this.

As the day went on uneventfully, full of homework and studying, we chatted intermittently about random events until I received a notification that my key safe and tags have shipped. Awesome!! I think I should tell Tyler to really show him that he is in charge after all.

Trying to play it cool and not make things weird before he is ready, I texted, “key tag thingy shipped,” and sent him the tracking link. However, 5 minutes later, I was left on read. Now my mind is racing. I hope I didn’t mess things up so early into this. Is he freaked out? Is he going to give me back my key and refuse to be my keyholder?

Or is this another part of his strategy to get me going? Pretend not to care just to drive me crazy? In reality, he probably just finds this whole situation funny. His friend willingly submitting for no obvious reason. Since he is asexual, I wonder if he even realizes just how fast I will become insatiably horny, just how fast he can break me…