Recap: I didn’t have a keyholder present, so I hid my keys in my roommate’s room so I would have limited access to them. She found them and took them to her boyfriend, who has been holding them ever since (almost 3 months now). He wants to pull the Alpha Male card and have me watch them fuck and/or service her while fucks her or whatever. She wants less than nothing to do with me sexually, and sees me being locked up as a godsend because now she doesn’t have to worry about me creeping on her or worse, since I literally can’t do anything about it (not that I would have anyway). She thinks it might be hot for him and me to mess around, but he refuses on the grounds that that would be gay, and he’s an alpha male who doesn’t do any of that gay shit (for the record, I’m also straight, but submissive as fuck, so while I wouldn’t want it per se, it’d still be hot as fuck for my keyholder to make me do it anyway).

So anyway, my roommate and her boyfriend went off on a private vacation this week, just the two of them. Apparently, they had a big fight, broke up, and she came home early. A bit later, it occurred to me that I now had no access to my keyholder, since he and I only interacted mutually through her. I asked her to get my key back from him, so she could either keep it for herself or give it to a friend or even let me out, but at least so the key was available. She didn’t want to do that, partly because she didn’t want to talk to him, and partly because she just feels happier and safer with me locked up. After a long time convincing her, she agreed to do it and went to talk to him today.

They ended up fighting again. He got suspicious and said she wanted to unlock me so she could fuck me or something (which she has made very clear to both of us is never going to happen), and refused. They kept fighting, and he took the keys (he had both of them) off his keychain and chucked them off the bridge. She came home a while ago and told me about it. Obviously, I was not super thrilled at first. What if I want out, or actually NEED out? And to me, a good chunk of the thrill was the things I would be willing to do to get out. The threat of being permanent with the promise that it wouldn’t be if I just did as I was told well enough for long enough…

But the more I think about it, the more I’m kind of ok with it. At this point, I’m pretty much used to being locked full time, so it really isn’t that big of a deal, and I haven’t had a date, let alone a sexual encounter, in years at this point, so it’s not like I’m missing anything. And she feels safer this way, so it’s good for her and our friendship. If I have to, I can just pretend she’s still got my key somewhere. But I don’t think I’ll have to.