You know the feeling, when you get a chat notification from that someone special. Someone that wants to chat about common interests, dreams, fantasies. not about the mundane things you have to do when you get home. You look forward to hearing from them throughout the day. Yeah, me too.

That thrill when you can chat for hours about everything and nothing. Someone that really GETS you.

It's cliché, I know. But I still remember phones attached to the wall with rotary dial, Movies and music on magnetic Mylar tape, movie theater tickets that you would get change back from a five dollar bill.

So close to retirement age that I'm starting to panic that I don't have enough saved and will end up being a greeter at Walmart until I'm dead.

I still put 2 spaces at the end of sentences and I know what the shift key is for, not just the CAPSLOCK.

I can honestly say that I was born in the 1900's, I have been alive in 7 decades, 2 Millenia, was around for Halley's comet's last visit.

Could buy a 6 pack of beer from the change we scrounged from our car's ash tray, yes car's used to have ash trays.

And when and if the chemistry is right, can weave a mental fantasy that makes you feel it deep down like it is actually happening. Who can, with words make you feel like you haven't felt in a long time.

And if things really go well, and the stars align, the butterflies in your stomach as you plan to meet, perhaps for the first time, maybe the thirty-first time.

Yeah, I miss those feelings too.

Like this subject says, I'm 56 years old. Yeah, I know, but I don't feel like I am. In my mind, I'm still 30, but the creaking of my joints betray that illusion. I'm 5' 11' not exactly fit, but not morbidly obese either. Somewhere in the middle. Which is, coincidentally where I carry most of it. Shaved bald head and goatee and moustache. Obviously, because I'm here, I'm married. But I won't bring that in to spoil the mood. But discretion is a must. I will be completely honest and forthright. You can ask me anything, But know that if I don't feel comfortable answering for privacy reasons, I'll let you know. It also may just be temporary, and can be revisited as we gain each other's trust.

I'm willing to share pics, the above conditions apply there too, but won't send unwanted pics. If you want to see something, say something. Who knows!

Anyways, I'll put this out there and hope for the best. I know you are the best, so I'm just waiting for you to find me.