I am 18 and all participants and characters must be 18

I have a fantasy about sending Jen Ledger a message confessing how much I have a crush on her and how aroused she makes me. I don't think she would reply since she probably gets messages like that all the time and is a straight virgin Christian & I am a lesbian. But to my surprise she messages me back. Since she is still a virgin at 34(which is I admit both hot but also kind of pathetic) I like to think she has all this built up sexual frustration and probably masturbates like a crazy woman whenever she can and is secretly very pervy. I believe she is bi at least(she has lived with the same girl for a long time now) since she seems obsessed with the married couple in the band she drums and sings for. She even wrote a song about them(and Jesus. But I feel she only says that to appeal to her fan base) with her side band. The song is called Iconic. There have also been times were when they were touring she would share a room with them. The band used to have vlogs when touring and one time they shared one of those overnight train rooms. She had a top bunk opposite them and I believe they slept on the bottom bunk. So she'd be able to see them well. I like to think maybe she in some weird way thought of herself as a cuckquean to them.

For roleplaying I would be myself and the other person would be her. I am okay if it is a male playing the part. I just prefer the person playing it know a little about her. Other wise I am more than happy to also just talk about her and have others who feel the same way I do about her being a secret pervy virgin