Still can't believe it happened, and can't stop thinking about it.

I've been talking to (let's call him) D for the past few weeks, and last week finally decided to go ahead with it. We talked about it extensively, and about how the session would go, things I wanted and didn't want. We set a date and time. Sunday night, 10:45. I was to leave the front door open, lay on bed. My nerves was through the roof, I didn't want to want it, but I did. It was such a mixed feeling.

Was on my stomach on my bed, watching tiktok to calm my nerves. Suddenly someone grabbed my legs and held me over the edge of bed. Zip tied my hands behind my back and put a sack over my head. I knew what was about to happen, but in the heat of moment every thing left my mind. I was shocked and dont know how loud i must have screamed. Was in total fight or flight mode for a second until he said "I'm gonna have so much fun with you squishy doll" not exactly my username, but i felt reassured, although my heart was pumping a million beats per second.

He pulled down my pjs, spanked me, and started playing with me while holding me down firmly. I could feel dripping down my legs.

I had my toys out, and he started using the on me. The combination of a total stranger doing these things, being tied, not being able to see, his fingers, spanks, and toys had me go going places I had never been before.

Being tied and blindfolded on your bed, with a stranger in your bedroom, being fully under his control, and hearing him unzip his pants, is a feeling I can never forget.

I was still on my stomach on bed, legs hanging down, wand under me vibrating, and I felt him grab my ass, spread, and go in. It all felt so wrong, but so good. I was in a different mental state, like a trance, its really hard to explain, but it felt good. I came hard, but he kept going for a bit, squeezed my hips hard, and his penis started pulsating inside me.

Slowly pulled out, i wanted to turn around and get up, but he gently put his hand on my back and held me there. He then cut the zip tie off. I wanted to take the sack off my head, but he gently held my hands. I could see through the fibres, but not easily. He caressed my back, and told me what a good girl I was, kissed the top of my head, and left.

I dont think I've even said a full sentence the entire session.

D, I know i didn't ask you if you're ok with me sharing the story, but I just had to. Hope you don't mind. Cant wait to see you again.