Hi. I am a woman in her early 30s, newly wed.

So this has been a problem of mine and I am very vocal to my husband about my needs as a woman. We seldom have sex. If it happens, wala pang foreplay. I initiate it every time.

Today, we’re both very tired. A lot of things need to be done at home. He feels irritated. And he then again mentioned about his now broken phone na dapat naman hindi aayusin pero ipapaayos kasi I found out he’s watching porn.

I have no problem about it if he initiates a sex too but he doesn’t…. And it is very frustrating and tiring.

Now, he opened up about it again and said kaya hindi sya nakikipag-sex kasi ang taba ko… which hurts very much kasi tumaba lang ako nung naging kami.

Malaking tao din ang partner ko kaya hindi ko alam saan nya hinuhugot ang sinasabi nya.

Chubby po ako kung iddescribe ko sarili ko. Hindi naman po ako ung matabang hindi na inaalagaan ang sarili. Hindi rin po ako pangit.

Tanggap ko rin naman po na mataba na talaga ako pero ang sakit pa rin e.

Galit ako. I am trying to cheer myself up. Kasi oo mataba ako pero malaki ang puso ko. I have so much love to give. I speak kind words. Dun na lang ako nabawi.

Ngayon, mas motivated akong magpapayat pero pag pumayat ako, hindi na sya makakatikim.