Hi!!

I have some issues with my health that made me really depressed, but you know what? I'm fucking good now! I got a good job with not so good payment but hey, I love what I'm doing and in february next year I'll get a new contract that makes the business pay me more (an important difference in salary). I got friends that like me, I got family, my dog loves me and animals in general like to play with me! I am also studying university (not joined yet but I've been there before and I'm already preparing for it)

So today I decided to buy something nice to decorate my room. I've never had decorations of my own, always decided by others so my room never felt mine, only when I apply my own order.

My own order: For any normal person this would be chaos, like papers on the ground, the shelves with lots of papers randomly ordered, rubik's cubes randomly placed... but due to my "weird vision" (derived from my mental issue) I see a perfect order in that, but it tends to look dirty and shitty to people, so they are always telling me to clean. I admit that there was dirt all over the place, like dust and lots empty medication blizters on the table and timed out medications in shelves...

But today I have cleaned one shelf from the bookshelf and made it to "normal person clean state" and I feel totally awesome about it. I am taking control of my room, I'll have my own space with my own stuff and I won't need those ways to feel safe like my own order or not cleaning the dust.

Today I cleaned one shelf of my bookshelf and tomorrow I'll clean more. Say fuck yeah for me!