You know what sucks? This.

This feeling of being out of place in your own personal space, surrounded by people that’s supposed to make you feel like you belong. As time goes by, you feel more and more distant and disconnected, and would rather be elsewhere than here. Suddenly, you feel like everything you do is wrong and is being watched. You feel like you disappoint everyone with every word you say. You’re in a daily constant battle with your brain. You’d rather be alone, but when you’re alone, it doesn’t feel right either. Something is terribly missing in your life that you can’t pinpoint as of the moment what it is. When did life become so complicated? How does one get out of this funk?