My mom just spilled coffee on me. She had already taken her meds to sleep, so she doesn't need to drink coffee, else her meds don't work. Her doctor had already told her that. But she acts like a 5 year old, and besides spilling the damn coffee, she decided to slam her door several times.

Once a week, at least, she throws random tantrums like this. And ofc, I have to deal with it.

I've been my mom's caregiver since my grandfather passed away 8 years ago. She is schyzophrenic, so you can guess how much work it has been.

I have someone who helps me out when I'm at work, but after that, I'm the one who has to deal with her.

And before someone suggest goverment help, my country doesn't really have a place for mentally-ill people.

I'm fucking tired! I want to quit, fuck damn it.