Replace the word “Hallucinogenics” with life and I connect deeply with this song. It feels like my confession to my wife is helping me push past the limits I set on myself.

The limit I pushed was the limit I set when I decided I was wrong or shameful for wanting something in the lifestyle.

I’m thinking and moving so fast, I let myself get burned by a cigarette I lit. So to speak.

Also, I’m a short king. So that tall and Christian line connects with me too. My wife is a 10/10 from a conservative area. So I’m not tall so I connect a lot with it.

Give the song a listen if you’ve got the time.

“Pushin' past the limit, trippin' on hallucinogenics My cigarette burnt my finger 'cause I forgot I lit it Rippin' with my sinners 'cause fuck it, man, I ain't no beginner And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in 'Cause I just couldn't open up, I'm always shiftin' Go find yourself a man who's strong, and tall, and Christian Pushin' past the limit, trippin' on hallucinogenics My cigarette burnt my finger 'cause I forgot I lit it Drunken in Seattle, two more Xans, and without a paddle I don't remember your face, or your hair, or your name, or your smile 'Cause I just couldn't open up, I'm always shiftin' Go find yourself a man who's strong, and tall, and Christian Pushin' past the limit, trippin' on hallucinogenics And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in 'Cause I carried on like the wayward son And now through and through, I have come undone And now, I am just but the wayward man What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands 'Cause I carried on like the wayward son And now through and through, I have come undone And now, I am just but the wayward man What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands Pushin' past the limit, trippin' on hallucinogenics My cigarette burnt my finger 'cause I forgot I lit it”