In the middle of the pandemic(2020) I had an uphill battle. Had a pap come back positive and doc at the time wanted only to monitor since no family history and was 32 at the time. This didn’t feel right, found a new doc, new doc did more tests, sent me off to surgery, lo and behold we caught it in time before it had a chance to spread. (Ladies advocate for yourselves if things don’t sit right with you!!!) During the whole ordeal, partner of 7 yrs also left because it was too much for him. Been monitoring things ever since, going to appointments religiously. Just got the message today that the last US didn’t come back satisfactory and I now have to get a contrast MRI done. I don’t have much of a support system and I feel fully numb. Trying to not think about it but I feel like I have a knot in my throat. Calling tomorrow to set things up. I am trying to stay positive but at the same time I am getting overwhelmed just thinking back on how much it took to get past the first round. These next few weeks will be hell. Is there a way to keep myself distracted?