We found out my Mom had pancreatic cancer in July. She passed suddenly in October. She was 59. Throughout my life, my Mom was always the person I could talk to about anything. My siblings all felt the same way too and now we all cherish the long talks we had with her. I’m regretting now that I never got to REALLY talk to her after she got sick. I visited her and my dad a lot and saw them often, I just feel like maybe I didn’t really know how to talk to her after we found out she was sick. I didn’t know what to say. And now I really regret that I never got to have a good talk with her about what was coming and what I would do without her because I know she would have known what to say.