It has been been one week since i started listening Calia's curse every night before i go to bed. And two weeks no touch for me. Not really if it works, but i keep going back to it, sometimes mixing it with different erotic audio files and hypnosis. Most of the time i just feel super relaxed and calm. What do i do now?

Yesterday i really had a strong desire to ask for a permission to start playing with my nipples during second week of listening. I really dont want to touch myself. I want to be so needy and desperate to cum that after i get a permission i will just cum hands free without even touching myself listening to some HFO files!