I do want to listen to Cal's curse but the no cumming without permission part is very scary to me as I don't have a irl partner

So therefore begging for it online would be my only option but that's pretty scary

So what I wanted to ask was that does permission to cum for a cal's curse specific fap roulette count as valid

Info regarding me 19m In Asia

And I also lean abit towards being a Little and am very submissive so I definitely could use some handholding

And Cal's curse would be my first attempt at denial or hypnotic sexuality

Please do DM me If you are interested

Some of my SFW interests are Chess,playing a little civ 6, anime,manga, history