I've known about cals curse for years now and would often listen to it when I wanted to have a nice edge. I'm very into asking for my partner's permission but I've never fully been hypnotized into not being able to cum. I've tried, but always managed to go back to getting off freely.

This was until I found an owner that loves to let me ask for her permission and deny me 💖 It started out with me asking for her permission to cum when I wanted someone's approval. I knew I would need to start reinforcing the hypnosis somehow, and most of the people I'd ever asked were far too lenient on me. She would make me edge for her and every time I did manage to get her permission, it felt special and like I had really earned it.

I began confessing to her whenever I accidentally came without her permission. She knows just how to punish me, by forbidding me from touching myself for anywhere from a few days to indefinitely. I desperately want to be good, and there's no chance of me getting off if I'm not disobedient, so this has worked out beautifully.

I've gone from jerking off every day and cumming whenever I want, to asking politely whenever I want to so much as touch my clit. All within the span of a couple weeks. I'm really afraid of disappointing her and of getting put on no-touch for long amounts of time and I'm starting to get it into my dumb little head that good boys don't cum. I want to be able to edge forever without the chance of having to ruin it and end my fun.

She gave me permission to edge for the weekend after a week of no touch. She's been so kind in letting me edge as much as I want, but I absolutely wouldn't want to push myself over it and have to stop. I still have to be conscious in pulling my hands away at the right time, but it feels so good to obey and to keep going. I think I'm getting back into the groove of it.

I wanted to share since I'm so grateful to my owner and I absolutely had to tell someone about it. I'll gladly accept your encouragement, teasing, and reminders to stay obedient. I just really love being a denial slut and sharing that joy with others. 😊💖