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I was looking for a girlfriend. Found someone i really liked. She seemed to like me. We were okay. So? I decided to confess who i think I am. Then, I felt guilty for putting her through that and realized that I'm a terrible mess of a man. So, i told her how much I wish I didn't do that, how amazing she is, how toxic i am, how i don't want to ruin her life, she's perfect and beautiful, and that I'll regret this. Then, I said bye. I do regret it. But it had to be done. I'm undateable and undesirable. I'm not gonna try to date again for a few years. It's not fair to bring this shit into romantic lives.
But now I'm depressed, anxious, upset with myself, lonely, and confused. I don't want to be alone. I want to feel like I'm not the terrible person i am. Like I matter something.
I'm looking for a sissy who wants to come over, fall into my arms, and let me hold her as we talk. We can talk whatever you want. We can do whatever after and before. I just really want that moment of peace, tranquility, affection, and attention.
I'm hosting in Downey. I can't pick you up though. My car got fucked up yesterday. I'm also upset about that because I'm stuck at home now. I'm trapped.
I don't drink. I don't smoke. Only drug I do is THC pills. I'm not married. No girl at all. And don't have kids just a really cute but annoying bird.
Well, I'm gonna try to think of something else. Message me if you'd like. I'm not mean, I just make poor decisions. A lot. And I'm insecure. Life fucked me up. I'm still trying to pick it all up. I've been doing it on my own mostly. I need a break. I need affection. I need to feel special.
I'll share a face pic but I don't do sexy pics or dick pics. If you want one, just ask. But if you do, I'd like to see you as well.
Ask me anything you want to know. Try not to be mean to me. I'm feeling kinda sensitive.
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