I'm a 38 single, white male who has been secretly crossdressing since my 20s. I've felt some shame, guilt, and isolation about it and have never shared it with another person, not even ex-GFs.

I'm in search of a supportive friendship where I can authentically express myself, at least part of the time. I need a safe space to explore my feminine identity and the complexities surrounding my sexuality with someone who can relate.

For most of my life, I've identified as "straight," but when it comes to intimate desires, I find myself drawn to a more submissive role and captivated by trans-oriented, penis-focused, and feminization content (overshare alert!). This aspect of my sexuality often leaves me feeling guilty and conflicted.

Ideally, I'm looking for a platonic friendship, perhaps starting virtually with the potential for an in-person connection/friendship down the line. It's important to note that I'm currently in the early stages of a relationship with a woman who is unaware of my cross-dressing side. Even if sexual intimacy were a possibility, I wouldn't pursue that while committed to someone else. I know that might make me seem a bit square, but honesty is important to me.

In return, I'm happy to offer a supportive ear and a compassionate heart. If you can relate to what I've said (especially if you're a "virgin" as a CD like me), I'd love to connect and perhaps find some mutual understanding.

So you know, I am on Fet and have some photos. Username is in my profile.

If you're interested, message me.