I've been told to man up my whole life but after decades of hearing it it never happened.

I enjoy things like being told what to eat at a restaurant or at home, to always be near so a hand can quickly and easily be on my waist, would even change my hair color an take his last name.

Being in chastity as much as possible (I'm happy to only bottom rest of my life.) For past 8 years cum from anal only tried topping ended up only feeling it in my ass. Love self improvement so far trained myself to keep my legs behind my head for 2 minutes and splits. I want to be as good of a bitch as possible.

Important to note I am not trans but have not for sure decided whether or not will go on feminizing hormones.

I dont mind calling my ass a pussy and being called things like girl, princess or other gender bending terms. I do not cross dress in public but if knew a place was super safe wouldn't be against.

Try to be as slim as possible am 5'7" 137 pounds now, white, highish voice, have had long hair in the past below shoulders but now shorter bleached gray. Current body: https://imgur.com/a/WXBt58i - I live with my folks so can't be my true self otherwise I'd be hairless.

Personal interests: Non-fiction reading about science and history (some good English literature I'll take however). Video games (tons of WoW experience but love everything multiplayer), yoga, volleyball, ice skating, laser tag, classical music, Enya, psytrance, EDM, healthy eating, progressive politics, child-free lifestyle. No horror movies but love scifi and fantasy movies.