I’ve gone back to my reddit phase just due to a little panicking…

First quarter of college is just not going the way I want, I’m doing good with the work in my classes, but when it comes to tests and quizzes I absolutely bomb them. I’m stressed, I really don’t know what my grade is right now. I really do not want to fail, I simply want to smoothly change my major so I can start feeling confident about things again- Bio/ science in general just really isn’t my strong subject and I question why I didn’t think about it sooner before declaring it as my major and now going through all of this.

I felt like I knew how to enter college but now that I’m here, I’m absolutely lost. I feel burnt out already (i think most of it also comes from working :/). I also feel like any minor set back throws me off a ton with just staying on top of things like my laptop breaking at one point causing me to stay late in the library and I unfortunately caught the Poly Plague and it’s horrible.

I’m not usually like this but it’s definitely been hard transitioning into a quarter system, it’s ending so soon, I’m trying to catch up with any work that thankfully has no set due date, but it’s scary cause I just don’t know where my grades are sitting at right now. I know I’m not going through this alone but sometimes I feel like I am so I word vomit here lol.