I feel like this is the place where maybe there are people like me, but I’m not holding my breath. I’m bewildered by how difficult it is to find girls who are in solid relationships and have no interest in changing that yet still want to feed a base sexual desire for newness, variety, perversion, etc.

I find that most girls who are fine with attached/taken guys are still eventually looking for something deeper or romantic rather than something physically or mentally sexual and pleasurable, even if for a brief moment in their life. Seems impossible to find someone who I can chat with or meet up with sometimes who, when you talk to me, you see me mainly as an outlet for sexual pleasure and release. I want to be able to feel that rush and be unashamed and unafraid to enjoy the pleasure of exploring freely the boundaries of our kinks and taboos, maybe even sharing stories about our previous escapades, where there’s no fear of being “too sexual” because that’s the damn point!

Frustrating to sift through a bunch of only fans / scammers / sextortioners only to find the occasional real girl who’s only looking to fill an emotional void with sex thrown in there to keep the men interested.

Such is life I guess