As a kidlet, my big sister (12.4 years older) was in many ways my primary caregiver. She did most of the bathing, changing, dressing, a lot of the feeding etc. At least according to her tales.

At not quite age 7, my parents sent her away for getting pregnant.

I have no memory of this. As I write this I have a sinking feeling in my gut, and mild dissociation.

Someone that important in my life, given the very casual care of my parents, should leave a bigger mark when she stopped being present.

Sis tells me that she was told not to tell me, not to tell my brother (10.3 years older)

But I don't remmember much earlier.

Can a dissociated part, collect ALL the memories of another person, and sequester them away?

Is one of my Lost Parts, some little boy, who misses his siter terribly?

It bothers me a lot right now. Why can't I remember something good?