electrical weapons are incredibly potent. who needs a gun when you can stun gun someone into developing a permanent mental or physical health condition? i went through a ring of people trying to turn me into a "Schizophrenia fetish slave" as they called it. They were going to create a "designer mental illness," damage my nerves into giving me one of a dozen or so different health conditions like cluster migraines or schizophrenia or kidney failure. They were going to chronically stun and poison me with things like recreational drugs to achieve this effect. they were able to do so for several years and i am very occasionally, maybe once every few months or so, abducted by force and tortured by them again.

The flashbacks are excruciatingly painful, both physically and mentally.

their pleasure was the sadistic degradation and torture of a woman.