I went online and found a girl a few days ago just to snuggle and cuddle, but after being their for a few hours she was like "your getting kind of hard I can feel it, you can tell me if you want to have sex" and I was feeling pretty capable so I said I'm okay when a hand if you want to touch my private parts you can .just lower my boxers and then she fucking makes the blowjob face and is going for it and I'm like "WHAT THE FUCK I DIDNT SAY YES TO THIS" and then I had a panic attack and started crying and while I was crying the bitch starts asking me for cigarette money because "she didn't cancel her night for nothing"

Tf is wrong with these people. Abuse makes you desire people to be nice to you and cherish you, because the opposite most likely happened. Abusive or narciccists or sociopaths can smell this. They smell a hurting or healing person, and they taste the water in the fucking blood and then they try to suck your dick even though you didn't give consent. This isn't fucking funny. This is real life and I'm fucking pissed. Is every woman a sexual abuser after I tell them my abuse. What am I supposed to do not tell them? That only works if I don't have a panic attack when things progress and it happens every time