Trigger warning - description of flashback content.

Let's say there's a flashback -

and when you are lost in it sufficiently, you can feel the pain of your chest being electrocuted (I'm actually not sure what happened to my chest but it was excruciatingly painful) and being anally raped and the nausea and vertigo from the drugs you were put out on when you go through this memory in a flashback.

What do you do for the pain? It's so bad I throw up - repeatedly.

Flashback usually lasts around ten to thirty minutes and I can't seem to make it stop once it has started.

Had to terminate all of my psychiatric medications because the flashbacks of what happened to me (human trafficking? torture? idk the words) are even more vivid on medications to the point where I ended up in the hospital after entering a nonstop cycling of painful flashbacks for several days (ending the medication made the flashbacks much less severe although I'm still fairly sick from them - I usually feel faint and like vomiting instead of actually vomiting) that made me vomit so much I collapsed from dehydration. They said the blood in my urine (and a few other physical symptoms like throwing up bile acid and pain in the area where my liver/pancreas/gallbladder is), was from dehydration but I often wonder if it's inflammation from remembering the pain during the flashbacks.

Keep having weird flashbacks of people sadistically raping me and telling me what they're doing to me is going to give me permanent organ damage and make my organs bleed. Frightening stuff. I was trafficked and don't directly remember most of it. I keep having these horrifically painful memories intrude on my life however. I can't function at all.