Anyone ever felt like stuff or spirits or things or people pulling you all around. Like you never had an opinion of your own and you just say whatever to agree with everyone and make everyone happy? I feel like stretch Armstrong being pulled in many directions. Voices in my head saying I have to be this and others saying you better be this for your family. Even right now I feel used mentally and emotionally. I can't ever keep friends and I can't form any friendships. I have a s3x addiction and I can't crave it and I mentally bash myself every time I say something and I freak out that I made the other person uncomfortable and weirded out. When I do make people uncomfortable I get super depressed and I apologize and I walk away and go into my car and cry.