Over the past little while I've been working on my feelings towards my parents, and realized that they were pretty much all negative, and got the point where my therapist suggested that I should read up on childhood emotional neglect. I did and found that I matched almost every description on there, and that that was probably what I went through.

I know cptsd is a very serious problem and has a huge impact on your life, and was wondering if it could be caused by what I went through.

Edit: Thank you so much, everyone, for the replies and resources. It means alot that you are all trying to help. It seems this is an extreme amount of emotional baggage to sort through.