I’m currently in my last year of college, getting a bachelors. Today, I wasn’t able to get out of bed. Missed all my classes. I been struggling with symptoms.

I am in therapy. Working on getting back in medication.

But, I am unsure whether I can do this. I can’t take the pressure. I just want to curl up and disappear. Flashes from my younger days keep coming up. I freeze during class. I avoid people. My brain feels like mush, and I can’t focus on my school work or anything to be fair. Even playing the games I enjoy feels exhausting. I am so close to finishing… but I don’t think I will make it.

Anyone else went through something similar? Any tips in how to cope?