I want to preface this by saying I am not currently planning on harming myself (other than by abusing alcohol and maybe a few other substances). I just feel totally out of gas. I'm stuck in a dead end job I hate. My work schedule (6pm-6am 3 or 4 nights a week) doesn't really allow me to have a life outside of work. I'm not close with any family members because they're all negligent at best. I only have to friends, and they aren't great supports. I was seeing a therapist; but my erratic work/sleep schedule made it too hard to keep appointments. I have no energy to keep living like this; and I have nowhere to turn for help and support. I've been struggling to figure life out on my own for so long, and I just wish somebody would step in and give me a way out of this misery