I’m tired and I don’t know what to do. I don’t have a therapist anymore because Kaiser is shit and it takes forever to get an appointment then when you do get one they cancel. I should of never quit with my other therapist to begin with. If I’m not enrolled I’m obviously not going to get any student benefits. I’m 19 I’m an adult regardless of how young I am I want to do things that I can’t really do at the moment and rather than sit and wait for things to magically change I’d prefer to just die. Things aren’t looking great for the future of the world. I don’t want to live in this world I don’t want to experience World War III. Well seeing as a battle hasn’t really ever been fought here in our backyards I guess I don’t want to experience people staring into their phones while WW3 is happening. It’s hard to stay happy with such a dark future.

Edit: How am I supposed to think happy thoughts when the world is about to hit rock bottom