So im currently on day 2 of my first time and it's been very, very tough going. Fever up and down, night sweats, fatigue, chills on and off, little nausea, diarrhea (sorry), body aches. I have an oxi and it's stayed above 97% the whole time, im being careful. Anyway, what I wasn't expecting was the mental symptoms and how intense they can be. Im very agitated and irritable, im glad im isolating because i'd probably come across as a huge asshole right now. The agitation and anger is just always kinda low key there, maybe it's because im so uncomfortable. Depression, I can't enjoy anything (anhedonia). I just doom scroll because my usual interests don't interest me at all, nothing does. Kinda have derealization. Last one is weird, im finding it difficult falling asleep. Ill close my eyes and my mind will just race and ill just end up annoyed I can't sleep. I do sleep every now and again but the moderate insomnia sucks when id just love to sleep more. Feel like im losing it honestly. Does any of this resonate with anyone? Or am I atypical this way?