Sexy description time:

I want to be completely wrecked, I want to feel panic, fear, and complete helplessness. I want my holes stretched with multiple cocks at once. I want my gag reflex broken. I want to be made airtight. I want to be tied down and blindfolded, I don't want to see my abusers, only hear and feel them. I want to cry, scream, and beg to stop and no one does, they only laugh at me and shove cocks in me to shut me up. Check my post history for ideas if you need them. My post history also has some nudes.

Serious description time:

Safe word will be in play. As helpless and panicky as I like this, if I start having a health issue, I will need a break.

The blindfold and binding are mostly for my health as without glasses, I get migraine and I have a mobility issue that makes movement very difficult at times, so it's easier for all involved for me to be bound.

Due to internal scar tissue, my prefer positions are: on my back, on my side, or with someone under me. Most doggy style positions will hurt me in un-fun ways vaginally, so please avoid that.

Condoms are required. Due to testosterone, I tend to vaginally bleed after having regular sex, much less more than one cock. I will most likely bleed anally too as this will be my first time. Unless I call the safe word, assume everything is normal. I am not shy and I don't tough things out, when I am hurting in a bad way, I speak up. That said, I do like to cry and scream, but unless I'm calling the safe word, continue on.

No closed fist hitting, open hand is okay on my ass, cunt, thighs, and tits. I cannot show up with bruises later, so no choking either.

Toys are allowed, just nothing with latex. I am very allergic to latex.

No piss or scat. You must change condoms when switching holes, I don't need an infection. I will not shave for anything, so don't pester me about it. You may misgender me and make fun of me for being a "girl".

I have no limit as to how many guys can use me, I would prefer two for each hole as I am a bit of a masochistic. This will either be hosted at one of the chosen rapists place or a shady motel as I can't host for as long as I'd like this to go on.