24 [m4M] #Dortmund#Germany - take my virginity by force and turn me into a whore

I have had sissy thoughts for a while now and cannot help myself but think about how masculine and attractive men appear to me. However, I did not have the courage to approach them and show them my true desire, yet. Maybe, in order to understand my true sissy destiny, I need a man to show me my place?

I am looking for a (preferably 20 to 50 year old) dominant man with experience in abusing weak virgin sluts like me and/or in feminizing boys into Sissies. I am open for your phantasy, but also have some ideas:

Meeting gone wrong: We got to know each other at university or work and wanted to meet and do something fun together. However, I soon realize that is not the only thing you are up to since you have noticed my weak and not so masculine appearance. First, you try to convince me but as I am still too shy, you overpower and feminize me.

Public Pickup: We stumble across each other in a park or in public and I notice your masculine appearance. As I cannot help but look at you for a second too long, you notice my longing and take control. As you use me, you convince me that this is what I wanted all along and that weak sissies like me cannot resist true men like you.

Kidnap / hotel intruder: Our first contact leads from bad to worse for me. Without further ado, you kidnap and tie me up, leaving me no chance of resistance. Az first, you break my resistance and show me that I habe no choice but play along and do what I am told to do. Then, you start using my weak and pathetic body to show me both mental and physical dominance. As the meeting goes on and I am used again and again, you start implanting thoughts of inferiority and convince me that this has been my true destiny and desire all along.