I have to admit that I just found out that there is an actual group or title for this type of fantasy. I am thankful that I found this group so I can explore and help understand the urges that I have had.

About me: I am a twenty two year old college girl that is very hypersexual. I have never understood how I could find something like this such a passionate fantasy but I'm starting to understand it better the more I learn.

My biological dad split when I was 7 and once with his new wife I never really saw him ever again so it's just been me, my mom and my little sister my entire life and I'm OK with that mostly except the thought of never having a dad walk me down the isle when I get married. So yeah, I may have underlying "daddy issues". Maybe that's why I find myself attracted to guys much older than me. Notnto mention they just know what they want, are more assertive, tend to "take charge" and are just basically better in bed.

I have often fantasized about being taken against my will and used in a CNC type situation. Well, this has been a dark fantasy of mine for quite some time. I always dismissed it because of the obvious safety considerations.

After reading many of the posts on this group and somewhere request on other sites. I am happy to find that I am not alone in this type of fantasy. Especially when it is often considered so taboo.

If I am being a hundred percent honest, I really want to explore this fantasy but how do I go about doing it safely? How do I screen the possible partners in crime? What do the guys get out of this? What are their desires/fantasies? Will the guys really be able to control themselves and stop if I want to end it for any reason? Will they be upset if I do need them to stop then I fear they might exact revenge because I killed their vibe?

Warning.....i have a very detailed and vivid imagination so be fore warned. 😈

my ideal fantasy situation might start out as I am making out with a guy i met after leaving the club with him. Then things quickly progress to the point that he starts aggressively undressing me and I asked him to slow down, but he doesn't. Next thing I know i'm being tossed onto the bed face down as he is ripping my clothes off. Of course I am struggling and say, stop, you need to stop, but he does not listen. Suddenly I find myself naked, while laying face down on the bed with my arms pinned behind my back wondering what could possibly happen next.

Then I feel my wrist being wrapped with something, and I quickly discover he is tying my arms behind my back. Then I feel my ankles being tied together as he flips me over and basically stares at me like a prize laying on his bed. Only to be quickly blindfolded and then gagged by either tape over my mouth or something stuffed in my mouth and then a gag tied behind my head. At this point, reality sets in and I realize I cannot move nor can I scream or talk, I am in an impossible situation.

While I find fear in all of this, I can't deny that I am feeling myself getting wet with anticipation and excitement. I can't see what he is doing, but it sounds like I hear him snapping pictures on his phone. Then suddenly I hear him talking on the phone.And I imagine he sent the pictures to a friend, and now he is talking with him, and suddenly I hear him tell him to come over. Maybe the friend will be the voice of reason and get him to agree to end all this but do I really want it to end? My wet pussy says no but my mind says yes. My mind keeps flipping back-and-forth between fear and excitement. I know I should be fearful of this situation, but I can't help.Also, feeling extremely excited and flooded with anticipation.

For what feels like an hour, nothing happened besides the occasional touching my boob or grabbing my ass & then suddenly there's a knock on the door. Will I be released or will I be used as their personal sex doll?

While I can hear them talking in another room, I can't make up what they say and then there's a sudden silence until I hear them walk into the room.

Suddenly the gag is removed, but i'm still blindfolded and I also feel my feet being untied as I'm rolled around in the bed but I cannot see is starting to free me. But as soon as my feet are no longer tied together, I feel something being tied to just my one ankle, and then I feel the instinctive touch of someone's cock being pressed against my mouth. I hesitate for a moment, but then I instinctively take them into my mouth. To my surprise he was already hard. Knowing that me being there in a vulnerable position, obviously, it got him excited, just made me more excited.

As I continue taking him into my mouth, I can feel something being tied on to my other ankle and I kept wondering what is going on? What did they have planned for me? Suddenly the guy standing in front of me grabs a full handful of my hair and makes me stand up and walks me to another part of the room. He guides me downward and tells me to get on my knees, and I feel something being positioned in front of me, and then suddenly i'm pushed down onto what I think is a footstool. Now I find myself on my knees bent over a footstool, and I can feel both of my ankles being pulled wider apart. Like they are tying me off to some other furniture in the room. Then another piece of furniture is set in front of me pulled up tight against the footstool And I hear somebody sit down and instantly my head is pulled into their crotch, and again, I feel a cock being pressed against my lips. With both hands grabbing my hair, he is bouncing my head up and down, forcing his cock deep in my throat. I no longer was filled with fear, but rather excitement thinking, if I just do a good job and give them what they want i won't be hurt and they will let me go.

I remember thinking, where is the other guy? I know there are two of them because one was tying my ankle while the other one I had his cock in my mouth but am not hearing anybody else? Just then I feel a large, cold hand touch my pussy as i let out a gasp and I now realize where the second person is.

Immediately, he comments on how wet my pussy is, and that this bitch has been wanting this. Maybe more than what we do. As he continues to part my lips and rub my clip. I feel him take some of my juices and smear them against my ass as he starts pressing one finger tightly against my ass.

All of the sudden, I can feel the head of a cock wiping up and down the entrance of my pussy rubbing against my clit, and then parting my lips slightly. I can't help but moan, but my moans are muffled, because my mouth there's being used as I fight back from gagging on occasion. I feel him pressing his cock into my pussy and thinking "Holy fuck that cock is huge" as I pull my head away from the other cock and just press my head against his thigh with light whimpers and moans, with every thrust going slightly deeper. My pussy is literally being stretched to try to take him in. He is so thick. Maybe thicker than anybody I have ever been with. I have to concentrate to try to relax before he literally tears me apart.

He is not being overly gentle and aggressively. Entering deeper with every stroke and I can't help but moan and whimper at the same time because it both feels good, but is somewhat uncomfortable. With each stroke, it feels a little more comfortable than in the previous. Just as I was feeling more relaxed and able to take him in more comfortably.I feel what I believe.Is his thumb pressed against my ass. Within maybe three or four presses, he has his thumb fully in my ass, like he's holding me like a six pack. There was no more fear, and I could do nothing to hold back the orgasm that started ripping through my body. Of course they start laughing and saying, see, I told you, this bitch wanted this all along. No more rest time for my mouth, as he jammed his cock into my mouth and push my head down where I literally started gagging. He would then pull my head up, Let me catch my breath and back down again he would push me.

I had no say, I had no choice, everything about this situation made it crystal clear to me that they were in total control. To my surprise, there was no fear, and I was totally and hypnotic trance with filled with ecstasy and desire. It was hard for me to think clearly, as I felt like I was drugged up or something all I knew is I did not want to stop.

As the guy behind me kept pounding my pussy and making me whimper with pleasure. I felt yet again another orgasm building up inside of me. I pulled my head back and said, i'm gonna cum ask the guy stuffing my pussy pounded harder and harder. The other guy jammed his cock back in my mouth and literally, as I was starting to orgasm, held my head down with his cock. Fully in the back of my throat as my whole body instinctively resisted and try to get away, but obviously There was no way I was getting away from all this. He pulled my head back up to let me catch my breath. And I remember it being very difficult to catch my breath for the next few minutes as the relentless pounding of my pussy continued. The guy in the chair pulled my head, laying my cheek against his thigh, and it felt like he was making a "stroking his cock" type movements. Every now and then. I would feel his fingers brush against my lips. As he was stroking his cock, and then suddenly globs of cum started splashing on my ear and my cheek and on my neck.

I remember him pulling up my head by the fistful of hair and making a comment about this is the way she likes to look and they both laughed.

Suddenly the guy that had been fucking me pulls out his cock and thumb and I thought maybe he too, was going to cum on my back and maybe this would all be over. But then I start feeling the head of his cock pressed against my ass as I wiggle back and forth say no, hell no. He laughed and said "Dont worry, I'd split you in two if I jammed my cock in your ass. I can tell you aren't prepared for something like this" and to my relief he pulled away until I felt rope after rope of cum splash onto my ass and back.

I just laid there for a minute or 2 trying to catch my breath. Gather my thought and try to get back into a regular state of mind. As I came back down to Earth I realized my knees really hurt, my hands were numb and the rope was cutting into my ankles but I still felt so buzzed and exhausted as they started to untie me but they made me keep the blindfold on as I got dressed.

Once dressed, he walked me back out to his car and I got in the back seat as he drove me to my car. During the drive he was basically silent besides the radio as I sat in the back seat, exhausted and my pussy still throbbing I could feel the wetness of cum still in my hair, under my shirt and wet spots on the ass of my jeans as I feel the car stop. He gets out then my door opens as he guides me out I feel him grabbing my purse and said "No, please don't take my stuff" as he replies "I was looking for your keys, I was going to start your car for you. I remember thinking that was kind of ironic that he was being a gentleman after everything that had just taken place. But he put me in my car and gave me instructions that until I hear his vehicle drive away, keep the blindfold on and then I was free to go.

I followed his instructions just in time to catch a glimpse of his taillights, pulling out onto the road and watched him drive away.And I remember feeling a little disappointed, because I may never see him again. That feeling left me confused after everything that took place.