I'm almost 20, 5'7 and 140lbs with short straight black hair, grey/blue eyes, slim with nearly flat chest, thick hips and bigger ass, and not super feminine in style (sorry!). I like wearing dark clothes and band t shirts, some necklaces, and straddle the line between emo and chill I suppose? Also cozy!

I'll be in Toronto for a bit next week and I'm thinking of maybe being impulsive, stupid, and dumb and meet up with a man that views my body as nothing but a fuckdoll for his pleasure. I've never been around a huge city like Toronto and lived in a small town most of my life, so there'd be some of that "small town girl in a big city" vibes xD

I'd love to meet with a man that knows what he's doing and isn't afraid to take control and not hold back, all my enjoyment comes from the psychological aspect of CNC. I especially love the idea of a man that has far more stamina than I can handle, and just keeps forcing me to take it again and again until he's fully satisfied and he's fully drained his balls in me. My biggest kink here is being with a man that loses all control of himself and only focuses on his pleasure, I want to feel the raw unfiltered strength and intensity of a man not holding back ;3

I love feeling weak, powerless, helpless.. I love the struggle of trying to stop him, only to realize too late that I'm too weak to ever stop him. I like the outdated gender perspective too, him justifying it by saying as a girl I was born to please him, that men are just superior, mindfuck-y elements that take the helplessness to the next degree! I'm super shy irl and don't have much experience past bjs, and have vaginismus so I'd most likely cry, but that's part of the fun!

I'm still debating on whether I want to do this and still anxious about if it'd end up okay, so please be understanding if I get nervous! I want this to be a safe, fun, and intense situation where I fully please a man that's lost control of himself, without risking my health to do so. Also if you know Toronto I'd be down to hear about some fun, affordable, cool places to visit!

Biggest kinks are cnc, size/strength difference, forced breeding, biological misogyny (AKA as a girl i was born to please you, that sorta attitude), forced conversion from queerness/gender non conformity, gender roles, and overall any hole! I just want to feel like a weak, helpless fuckdoll. Biggest limits are violence for the sake of violence, focusing on my pleasure (only your pleasure would matter!), rimming from or on either partner, huge focus on bondage, and prolonged making out. Also after anal no oral unless quickly cleaned? No bathroom stuff too, hygiene is important xD

If you've read this far, thanks for being interested and happy new year!!! plz send "happy new year" plus something I should know about you, hopefully something works out :D