Hi - I'm 27. Skinny. Curly-headed. Usually come off as a nice maybe a little timid guy but I very much like an extrovert in an introvert's body, if that makes sense. I get more comfortable and less timid as time goes on. I also work in a job that means that I am actually quite confident - like I'm literally on stage being incredibly vulnerable in front of people.

The nice guy first impression is also maybe a cover for a labryinth of quite taboo desires. I've had a handful of girlfriends and regular sex partners where we explored CNC, bondage, and switching. I haven't had sex in a year (I don't know if I'd count a paid massage and a handjob from a lovely voluptuous Brazilian woman) for one reason or another - this sexual frustration has made me more and more interested in CNC and sadism. Like I want to feel powerful over women in the bedroom because I don't feel confident with women in reality at the moment. On the flipside of that, I would LOVE a woman abusing and teasing me for the exact reason. I'd enjoy having control and losing control to a hottie, equally. My dream girlfriend would be able to switch back and forth. Like a constant wrestle for who is top.

I'd love to chat, trade CNC videos, and pics. I'd be up for meeting up when I get back in the UK too. I once met a girl off Reddit and face fucked her off a main road in Liverpool Street. It was great gagging her on my cock but after a bit, she said her safe word as she was nervous about how quick everything happened. I felt bad and apologised. Lesson there is to talk more about it first I guess and maybe don't do anything sexual on the first meet. We were going to meet up again but didn't get round to it - she just sent me nudes for a while on Snapchat. I deleted that Reddit and Snapchat. Anyway, I'm rambling.