Hey! I hope this isnt too long, it's my first post.❤ This is for the guys who are possessive and love a long chase. Your manipulative, and want a clingy needy girl who needs a best friend.

EDIT: clarification, long term meet ups!

Ive wanted this for YEARS, I can't stop wanting this...

This requires quite a LOT of commitment and communication, I'd like a best friend that rapes me consistently, but I can't bare to make you leave. I really want to connect on a deep level as friends. Leaving all this planning, prep, and set up to slip my mind completely... Leaving me scared and anxious, forgetting I'm the reason your forcing your cock inside my tight pussy without a condom. (I'm on BC, I'm clean and regularly checked. Thinking about getting off BC, put a baby in me if you really want...not like i can say no❤)

I'm more interested in the psychological effects, the way it messes with my mind. For me, this is more about messing with my emotions/head than taking a beating. Slow rape is what I crave the most...where I'm vulnerable and unaware, use our friendship to convince me its okay, tell me im safe even though you just forced your way in...i want to be afraid to lose our friendship, but just as afraid of you taking me whenever you see fit. Give me no choice but to give in to what you want.

I love a guy who's aggressive, controlling/dominate, jealous/overly possessive, and slightly manipulative. I'm incredibly timid, quiet, passive, non confrontational, very clingy(to long term relationships partners), and I get lonely very often. I do have a boyfriend(LT 8Yrs long) but it seems were together out of familiarity, and convenience. I'd like a friend who has always wanted me to themselves, a greedy selfish friend. But I'd also like for you to be kind as well as, caring, understanding, honest, and open.

I live in the south side of Minneapolis, neighboring Richfield by 6 blocks. I am looking for a friendship to build only for that friendship to be ruined by being raped by that friend. But I'm open to being in a relationship in the future if things go that way, or you give me no choice?

To help you with the friendship part here is some information about me: I'm a practicing Hedge witch and it's pretty important to who I am, I love nature and all the animals living in it. I love StarTrek, crocheting, dressing in comfy(granny-esq lol) clothes, thrift shopping, indoor gardening/houseplants, playing cozy/strategy/RPG video games, and watching KDrama. I do enjoy going for walks, but I don't often as i don't know any self defense and i walk very slow. I love fall and the change in weather and colors, and my favorite holiday is Yule/Christmas (I don't get gifts due to religious parents, so shamefully I love Christmas). I am on the heavier side I think, but I weigh 150lbs. If you reach out I will be happy to share pictures. I also dealt with a lot of mental/medical health issues in the past, and as a result I lost my teeth! I have 8 on the bottom, soon to be none. Yes, I'll be getting dentures lol

My kinks are: Light bondage, light pain (slapping, spanking, squeezing, scratching) hucow, cum control/denial, choking/breath play (I don't want to lose consciousness), threesome (though I havent experienced it yet, preferably a friend of yours or someone you trust), force, hypnosis (I haven't tried this either, but I'd like to!)

Attraction is somewhat important to me. I prefer white men, any hair/eye color, preferably long hair, fit (or dad bod preferred), taller than me (5'5 & up? I like to feel small), strong/able to lift me (id really prefer this), and I want to be stuffed full, so something big and thick maybe 7in?...but id like something big enough to make me scream when you force your way in ;)

I hope we can be best friends❤😉

Me: 5'2, 150lbs, black, glasses (I need them), not strong at all, curvy-ish, 34DD- cup, all natural/barely any or no makeup, natural sink marks and blemishes, Homely looking, average appearance. Shy, timid, kind, vulnerable. SAFE WORD: Kiwi

Remember, i just want a best friend😉 (age: 25-30) I cannot host I know I'm asking for a lot, so im sorry if this was a long read❤