Average height, a lil overweight (pics on profile), afab, no surgeries, been on testosterone for about a year. (He/him only)

I have a terribly low self esteem, due mostly to mommy issues but also a little bullying in the past as well. Very rarely do people make me feel good about my body, especially as a fat guy. I'm always desperate and needy for compliments and attention.

I do NOT want to be insulted or belittled even more but rather somehow have my lack of self esteem be used to manipulate me into sex, I'm not quite sure how that would be done but that's where you come in.

I want someone with good communication skills and has a good idea on how to get into people's heads/how to manipulate me a bit. Ages 22-30 only please. I have the rare opportunity to host during Thanksgiving week, but other than that I cannot host and I don't often drive more than 20 min out of my town.

I am not on birth control but kind of like the idea of getting forced to take a creampie anyway, or a few. I also think I'd want my ass played with a bit, it's very sensitive and I almost never do anal so I think it'd be another nice layer to it.

Any questions or interest feel free to message me :) just please be interesting, say more than just hi, introduce yourself or talk about what interests you in this post. I don't respond to people just saying 'sup.' Or stuff like that, I feel if you're a bad conversationalist then you won't be too good at communicating and meeting my needs for this scenerio anyhow. Hope to hear from someone!