i'll be anything you make me. i'll dress however you want, feminine or masculine.

i won't talk much to you in person, except a bit of small talk and protesting in the beginning. i can be vocal or quiet, whatever you prefer. i like crying.

i will be your victim and i want to hate you. i expect to be overpowered, my comfort disregarded. nothing will be my choice, it will be obvious that i'm at best indifferent and at worst completely not okay with what you do to me. if i go limp, you are free to explore, examine, experiment with and use my body however your fucked up heart desires. my limits are scat, lasting marks, and ageplay. i use the stoplight system.

physically, i am ftm nonbinary (they/them outside of play, any pronouns within play) and have been on hrt in the past (i have a deep-ish voice and a t-dick). i'm 5'6, white, green eyes, short fluffy hair, slim, and my cute innocent puppy-dogishness has apparently invoked feelings (and actions) of violent sadism within multiple previous partners.

i am experienced with cnc with close friends and partners, but curious abt anonymity/strangers.

Person i'm looking for:

i want someone who tries their hardest to be kind and thoughtful. i want you to have a concience, but completely give in to your impulses when given the chance.

i like it if you express guilt and apologize for what you're doing to me. you might try to justify it but you know its all your fault. say you're a horrible person. say i don't deserve it, but you can't help it. beg me to stop struggling. tell me you don't want to hurt me, but it'll happen if i don't relax. lie and say it's ok, its over, and then fuck me again. DON'T praise me. apologize and thank me. you're using me to get off.

if this sounds interesting to you, message me with a sfw pic and tell me about yourself.