I'm interested in finding a straight man (or possibly a few straight men) who would be interested in a CNC/rape play scenario with a submissive gay man.

Open to a lot of ways it could play out, but mostly interested in something along the lines of a guy finding out I'm gay, and then privately begins to presssure me, and eventually forcing me, to suck his dick. Maybe there's a homophobic element to it.

One example - maybe we meet at a party or at a bar and are just chatting and it comes out that I'm gay. And maybe you play it off like 'that's cool, I'm straight' or maybe you back off seemingly uncomfortable, until later in the night. You're not hitting it off with any of the girls, and then you see me leaving on my own and catch up to me, making small talk. Maybe you ask me for a ride so you don't have to Uber. Or maybe you just pretend like your car is also parked in the same direction. But as we get to my car, you start talking about how none of the girls there wanted to talk, how you were really hoping to get laid that night, and start rubbing on your crotch. Maybe I don't respond or just play it off, so you start asking me personal questions, if I really like to suck dick, if it's true that gay dudes suck better, if I can deep throat, if I swallow, etc. You start hinting that I can touch your dick if I want, but I'm being shy about it so you just grab my hand and put it on your crotch but I pull it away. I tell you just because I'm gay doesn't mean I'm trying to get in every guy's pants,. You call bullshit and tell me you know all fags want is a big straight dick in their mouths, you grab me by the back of the head, pull it over into your lap while you start undoing your pants. You pull out your cock and shove my head down on it, forcing it deep and holding me there. You start taunting me, 'see, I knew what you needed, you've been wanting that all night'. You grab my head in both hands and start shoving me up and down while you also thrust upward, going as deep as you can with every stroke. Every time I gag, you smack me on the back of the head. Every time I try to pull away, you slap me and spit in my face and then yank me back down on it by my hair, getting rougher and rougher. Maybe at some point you open the car door and get out, telling me to get out and get in the backseat, but instead of sitting you make me lay down across the seat face up and you get on top and start face fucking me, forcing your cock down my throat over and over, not stopping or backing off no matter how much I gag or choke, until you finally shove it balls deep and flood my throat. Then you just get out and walk away, leaving me a slobbery, choking mess in the backseat of my own car.

Even hotter - similar to above, we meet in some social scenario and you find out I'm gay, and you're like, that's cool, start telling me you've never actually had any friends who were gay, etc. Maybe you start being playfully flirty in that way that straight men sometimes are. We continue with just normal conversation and realize we have things in common and strike up a friendship and make plans to hang out sometime. You invite me over to play video games with you and a couple of your buddies, and I ask if they know I'm gay, if that's going to be an issue, etc. and you tell me that you told them and they've also never had a gay friend and they're excited to meet me. I show up and things are normal, we're gaming, everything's cool. And then one of the friends starts asking questions - so what's it like being gay? when did you know? so, do you like, take it or give it? what's it like to take it up the ass? etc. The questions and comments start having an edge to them that doesn't quite feel like innocent curiosity. So do you spit or swallow? followed by laughs from the others. So which one of us is most attractive? laughs from everyone and jokes about who they think it might be. If you had to pick one of us to blow right now, who would it be? I start feeling uncomfortable so I just say none of you are my type, hoping to just move on. One of them calls bullshit, I know damn well you'd jump at the chance to blow any one of us. More jokes about which one it would be, oh I saw him checking you out earlier, I bet it's you he wants, etc. I again say none of you, The one who called bullshit stands up and pulls out his dick - you mean to tell me you wouldn't want this? The others start laughing, look at him, he's clearly drooling for it, go on and give him a taste. One jokes, yeah, what's the point of having a friend who's a fag if he won't take care of the bros when they ask. And before I know it, they're all surrounding me, cocks out. For the next few hours, I'm passed around, made to suck each of them one after the other, they take turns face fucking me while the others hold my hands behind my back so I can't resist. They fuck my mouth for so long that my jaw hurts but they make me keep sucking. They pin me down and face fuck me. By the end I lose count of how many loads of cum they made me swallow.

Or a variation of that - maybe they hold me down and fuck my ass too (I'm more into oral rape but would consider anal with the right guy/guys). My mouth and ass are fucked in every position imaginable, I'm spitroasted, maybe double penetrated, throat fucked with my head hanging off the side of the bed while another guy fucks my ass and they just keep rotating. Maybe they're taunting me the whole time, about how they know I'm in fag heaven right now, how it's not even rape because I'm a fag and fags always want dick. They egg each other on to go harder, deeper, start laughing whenever they make me gag or choke, start intentionally trying to make me gag and choke, start making games out of making me squeal, slamming their cocks in my ass as hard as they can to see if they can make me scream, and when they finally do make me scream, they freak out - wtf are you trying to get the cops called, one hits me in the face. Then the really rough fucking starts. This time, they put me face down, one's got my arms pinned behind my back, with his knee hard against my back to hold me down while another has both hands covering my mouth, or maybe even wrapped around my throat, while they all take turns brutally fucking my ass. It's not about fun and games anymore, it's about teaching me a lesson. Maybe they're still taunting me, telling me this is for my own good - that when they're through with me, I won't want to be gay anymore.

I'm open to a lot more than that, just a few examples I find hot, but if the general idea turns you on, HMU and let's chat. To reiterate, I am looking for genuinely straight men. I realize some may see that and think that's an oxymoron, but it isn't. Sexual orientation is determined by who you're sexually atracted to, NOT by who you have sexual encounters with. It's just assumed that people only have sexual encounters with people they're sexually attracted to, which is simply not the case. There are many other reasons, including convenience, being horny and having a willing (or not) participant nearby. Straight men have sex with women they aren't sexaully attracted to all the time, it's no different. And besides, this isn't about sexual attraction. It's about power and control. In these scenarios, I'm not a man, I'm a hole. I'm not a sexual partner, I'm a sex slave. No more than a fuck toy.