I (29M, 190cm tall, average normal looking guy) like CNC because we go 0 to 100 in the blink of an eye and I get to see the real you, unfiltered emotions, I want you to be naked and vulnerable, crying, begging and cumming against your will. There is really nothing more intimate than CNC in my book and the fact that we both get off on something that's considered taboo by most people is unbelievably hot to me. I want to create an environment where you can let go and give up control, I want you to be able to just stop thinking about anything and really give in.

I'm active in the BDSM scene for almost 10 years now and found out, that I like deep and intimate relationships, I don't get particulary much out of ONS or superficial encounters, the thing that gets me hot more than anything else is seeing your reactions, seeing lust, shame, fear, devotion or submission in your eyes. Usually that takes trust and time, but in a CNC scene I get to see your true self almost immediately.

I have a huge list of kinks, there is almost nothing I wouldn't do as long as I see that it gets you wet. My only hard limit is scat, I love watersports though.

I am a sadist (shocker) and like spanking you, leaving bruises, humiliation, degradation, using toys, etc. but I also really like being gentle and telling you that it's gonna be fine, kissing you gently while you cry. I'll hurt you and be nice to you at the same time. That's part of the mindfuck I guess :) I'm 190cm tall so I will easily physically overpower you but I enjoy the mental aspect a bit more, I want you to beg me, bargain with me (if you can make me cum with your mouth I won't need your pussy right?) and I want to tell you how obvious it is that you enjoy it just as much as I do, make you moan against your will and break you down until you don't beg me to stop anymore, instead begging me to allow you to cum. I'm more into forced orgasm and sensual overload, less into denial. The more you cry the harder I get and if you dissociate I will see it as a challenge to get you back to reality.

I don't have a specific scenario in mind, feel free to suggest something, but I prefer to meet up in a hotel for your and my safety and because fucking in hotels is always kinda hot with no need to worry about the cleanup :) I enjoy the idea of you being a young wannabe model getting coerced by me to reveal more and more until it escalates, but I'm also open to a more dynamic approach and like to play it by ear, without any roleplaying attached. I'm also open to a home invasion, or something similar if you're reasonably close by.

Whats important to me is that we both remember our time together for a very long time. I dont want to just use you, I want to change you and live rent free in your head for a while :)

If that sounds appealing, contact me. Tell me what you need to fulfill your fantasy, what kind of aftercare do you expect or not expect? I need to know your limits and kinks, we will talk about details and safety and get to know eachother until we're both comfortable with a meetup. As per the rules (and common sense) you're 18 and I will make sure that you consent, which means you can't stay anonymous. I won't pressure you into sending facepics or videocalls right off the bat, we can get to know eachother for a while. But I am NOT looking for online play here, if you want to just get off, please visit a roleplay subreddit, there are plenty.