You fucked up. And now some stranger has the key to your place. Why did you agree to that? Now you can't sleep, you can't eat... it's been more than a week, it's starting to become routine, checking behind the door when you come home, check the closet, check the shower, check under the bed, you know... "normal" things.

But somehow you figure that's not what he's going to do anyway. Late at night? Early in the morning? Right after you wake up? You gave him permission, after all, you could rescind it at any moment, it's just a quick message and it's up. You don't have to do this... do you? No, you promised yourself, just this once, you've always wanted it, haven't you? Since you were introduced to the idea- it just sounded like so much... excitement to be ravaged in such a fashion.

You're shaking. It's normal, you think to yourself, it's normal to react like this, what you're doing is so wrong but you crave it. Every tiny noise at night, every time you come back to your place, looking for something that might somehow be a tiny bit different... but it's been a week. Ten days. Why is it so goddamned arousing? What's wrong with you? You don't even know what he looks like, he was wearing a mask and a ballcap when he picked up the key. Did he wink at you? Would you recognize him if you met him on the street? You couldn't even tell the color of his hair!

Fret, fret, worry, worry. Do you message him? "It's off." No, don't do that... no, do it. Don't do it. Try to eat something. Try to sleep. Too nervous to sleep... or is it arousal? You can't tell, all those feelings mixed up in the pit of your belly. Brush teeth, go to bed. Fret. Consider masturbating. Decide not to because you're not sure you can cum. Fret some more.

You signed the contract. You declared the safeword. You consented.

Turn out the lights. Turn on the fan. There's no sense in trying to hear him. The ropes that bind you bring with them the pleasure and excitement you need. There's no going back. What will the morning bring? Will the Keymaster be there in your room?