Hii 25 F, looking for anyone that wants to help me relive my experienced trauma. I’m bi/pansexual so I’m open to all applicants, male, female, nb, trans, whatever. Although most of these were caused by men.

!TW! May trigger some people! Unfortunately these actually did happen to me, but I’m looking to take back my life and change the memories in my head to something I enjoy. So only continue reading if you can handle it!! Also warning it’s a long post!

These are some things that have happened and for you to choose from to recreate/redo.

1. I’m in my teens, walking home late at night after a long shift from work, still in my uniform, I live near by my work so I only have to walk like 10 minutes, but the path through the park is quicker, so I take the short cut, walking along the path I have to walk past the basketball court full of older men and people playing, there’s always older guys there hollering at me, I just try to ignore them. I get past them and head down the path that starts to lead into the woods, I think I’m alone but someone is following me, I don’t hear them for a while, I’m a few minutes into the woods, and I feel someone behind me but it’s too late, they grab me and pull their body up behind mine and hump me, groping my tits, they shove me against the picnic table off the side of the path and continue to pump into my covered ass, I’m scared and try to push them off and get away, but they are older, bigger, and stronger than me, they wrap one hand around my neck and squeeze while pulling my pants down with the other hand, undressing me and choking me at the same time, threatening me if I make a noise they’ll hurt me worse. They spank me and rub up against my bare ass, both hands around my neck now, ch0king and shoving me down against the table at the same time, he spits on his tip and shoves it in my tight little pussy, and ch0kes me so I can’t scream, I nearly p@55 out from the pain and he keeps going. Raping me in the woods.

2. You pick me up in an Uber and I’m ready for my date, I’m all dressed up and ready to go, but you see me and have other plans! You can barely keep your eyes on the road, I keep seeing you adjust your mirrors to look at me and my curves, you compliment how I smell, my hair, my eyes and my outfit, and I start to get uncomfortable but I’m too scared to say anything, I start to get on my phone and not pay attention to where we are going, you turn the music up so loud so that I can’t hear you lock the doors, I catch you staring at my cleavage and even trying to take a pic up my skirt when I wasn’t paying attention. I finally notice we are going the wrong direction and you reach back and start assaulting me, grabbing my juicy thighs, trying to rub my pussy, grabbing it, groping my boobs, you pull over in the middle of nowhere and pull your pants down and whip it out and tell me to suck it or else, threatening me, you get in the back seat and shove it down my throat while rubbing my pussy. You tell me to choke on it then sit on it or you’ll hurt me! Treating me like a fleshlight! Then either making me go on the date a mess full of cum or dropping me back off at home making me miss the date because you kidnapped me.

3. We know each other in this one maybe talking or dating: I’m in the shower, washing up, you join me unexpectedly! Just want to hop in, do the same, start washing your body casually, then start to help me wash my body all romantically, slowly washing and gliding soap up and down my body, both tits, down my curves, my ass, you start to go downtown, feeling and washing me with your fingers, we start to kiss slowly while you feel me, I’m all wet and tight, you slide one finger in while we kiss and I moan in your mouth. Something changes in you when you hear me moan, like an animal unleashed. You look at me and shove my head down, pushing me down to my knees in the shower, you tell me to kiss it slowly and passionately like we were, so I kiss it slowly with my soft lips and tongue, and start to build speed, slowly getting deeper and deeper, but you want more, you shove my head against the wall so I can’t move or escape and you facefuck me deeper and harder, holding my head in place so I can’t move, you squeeze my cheeks and then you continue thrusting into my mouth and throat while I try to scream and cry! You don’t let me move, you slap me a little if I try, you don’t stop until you make me throw up, you clean it off then you ch0ke and slap me so I’m overstimulated and you keep going, starting all over and you don’t stop until my tummy is empty because you want to abuse me. Repeatedly making me throw up and take it against the wall.

4. We are on a date at your house, a casual Netflix and dinner chill date, we are both comfortable with each other, we ate and are chillin on the couch watching something, you’re spooning me, my is ass perfectly resting on your dick and I don’t even realize every time I move or breathe or do anything I move it and I arouse you each time, you start to not be able to take it, your hands already around my body, you run your hand up and down the side of my body, you feel my thighs, my waist, my chest, go up to my neck and grab it suddenly, I gasp because it was completely unexpected! You squeeze tight and whisper in my ear you can’t handle me teasing you anymore, you’re going to take what you want! You don’t stop squeezing my neck, while I feel you grabbing my ass with the other hand, and pulling my panties down to rub your cock up against it. You say you waited too long for this and you just need to take it, you don’t stop ch0king me, in fact you say you want to make me knock out so you can play with your doll. You make me turn pink, then red then purple while I beg you not to, you keep humping me and undressing me while I try to fight back, it makes you laugh and ch0ke me harder. I p@55 out and you shove your big hard cock inside me. You do this multiple times, ch0king me 0ut for your pleasure and using me. When I wake up each time you do it all over again. Repeatedly ch0king me 0ut to use me for your pleasure.

5. I’m out shopping in a cute outfit, you see me and can’t resist, you stalk me around the entire mall and jerk off to me secretly, and you need to talk to me, or something, you come near me and decide you’re nervous, but once you get near me you notice no one else is around, you get behind me and try to get an up skirt picture, I don’t notice, if you can’t get the shot you pretend to be getting by me, and completely just hump me with a hard on, or expose yourself to me, and rub it on my leg, or cum on me in public, or follow me into my dressing room and make me suck it and take it against the mirror! Raping me in public. If you can’t do that one, I’ve been stalked before. You can just follow me around.

Unfortunately all of these have happened before but we can rewrite the memory!

Serious applicants only!! DM me your fav/the one you want to recreate with me, then describe yourself or send a picture if you want to, and list all of your kinks. 💗💋