Let me start by saying I’m no stranger to this kink. I’ve had the singular fortune of having several incredible scenes with even more incredible partners. I’ve done things ranging from coercion and “soft” rape, to stalking, full on abduction and some fairly aggressive scenes.

But something about this month has things hitting different. I want to find a partner I can push further than I have in the past. I want to leave someone used up, throbbing, sore… Humiliated and barely able to stand. I want to turn them into a sobbing mess covered in marks, strip away their thoughts and sense of self. I want to tear them down piece by piece before building them back up and putting them back together.

And that’s where you come in. Maybe you’ve had similar feelings in the past. Maybe you’ve tried this before but no one was quite willing to take it far enough. They were too gentle or timid. Too afraid to cut loose. Or they just didn’t have that sadistic streak deep down in their bones to really hurt you, to use you, to break you.

What I’m looking for is someone that craves that fear and pain and humiliation. Someone who wants to be used like an object and pushed to their limits. Someone that needs a more… cruel touch, a twisted and creative mind.

Now that introductions are out of the way, a bit about me.

I’m 6’0, fit, and fair skinned with dark hair and hazel eyes. I’ve been part of the kink community for about six years now and actively participating in CNC for most of that time.

My kinks are fairly wide ranging, and in addition to rape fantasies they include impact play, public play, breeding, breath play, degradation and humiliation, bondage, and edging/forced orgasms.

I’m also a shameless tease that greatly enjoys the buildup and anticipation, and chemistry is really a bit of a requirement for me to be attracted to a partner.

As for my part in all of this, I take my role as aggressor very seriously. Despite the fact that what I’m seeking is a little more intense, your safety and physical and mental well-being is always paramount to me. Naturally, hard and soft limits will be discussed prior to meeting, and I’ll go out of my way to make sure we have some excellent aftercare lined up, especially coming down from such a charged scene.

For your part you are ideally:

-First and foremost, a woman of legal age AFAB. Nothing personal to any guys or any of my trans friends out there, but I can tell from past experience the attraction just isn’t there. I hope you find someone that’s right for you

-Somewhat fit/hwp. I don’t need someone that’s a supermodel naturally (hell, I’m not) and there’s nothing wrong with a few curves. But physical attraction is a factor for me and I do like someone that takes care of themselves.

-Somewhat versed in kink. This isn’t a hard deal breaker, but someone that has a good idea of their own limits and even has explored some masochistic tendencies is a plus. If you’re unsure, reach out. We can figure out together if we’re a good fit or not, and if we’re not, no harm done.

-Someone with an above average sex drive. Once again, not a deal breaker but my drive is incredibly high, so I certainly favor someone that can come close to matching. I’m clean and DDF with recent test results I’m happy to share, and as for libido… Well let’s just say refractory time is something that happens to other people.

As for the nature of the scene itself, I’m flexible (although I certainly have some ideas in mind).

If any of this sounds like we might be a good fit for each other, by all means, please feel free to reach out. Much like the man you didn’t notice while stumbling down that dark alley after a couple of drinks late at night, I’ll be waiting…