Note: If you enjoy reading this and decide you want to chat, I'd love to hear your creative taboo or dark fantasies as well. They are fun to read 🤗

Onto the fantasy:

Perhaps I've read too many books, perhaps I been on reddit too long. But allow me to use it as my outlet as I dream about this man. I've thought about it a bit and after speaking with a few redditors and borrowing their best ideas,I think I officially have an ultimate fantasy. One of a specific man.

A man that sees what he wants and takes it. One that loves to watch a girl cry and beg for him to stop. One that wants to watch the pain they inflict consume their victim until they have no choice but to give out or grow delusioned to feeling pleasure.

I am aware of how messed up it is. How bat crazy it is. But I cannot help but imagine losing my virginity in the most messed up way possible. I know I am crazy and yes,...I know it is dark. And I know it is unrealistic.

But it plagues my mind. The idea of being tied up to the bed. Gagged and blindfolded. Body tied in a way where I cannot fight, I cannot move..I cannot close my legs, I cannot stop you. Unable to see what you are doing or what you have planned for me. Spread wide and vulnerable.

His cock far too big for a virgin like me. He knows it, and yet teases me with it. Knowing he will tear me. He let's me see that and the toys he brought just before blindfolding me. Leaving my heart to grow scared and beat in my chest unsure what he has planned.

First he rapes my ass. Taking his time knowing he won't fit before turning it into a brutal pounding. It hurts so much but he quite enjoys the painal. And by then, I'm begging him to stop, that I can't take it, trying to pull away so much. But I can't. My please only muffles over the gag. And it hardly makes him want to stop.

But even when he does, there is no releif.

He uses one of his toys to ensure that my ass cannot go empty since wants me tight as possible. His whole desire merely to rip my virginity away. And boy does he take that literally. With the toy in one whole, there is no way his cock would fit at its size in my other.

There is no way.

I already feel too full. And it already still hurts.

Yet he taunts me with his words. Tells me what's to come. That this was just his preparation. He wanted this to he special.

And so when the moment finally comes, he teases me with the head. It already won't fit. But that is what this sadist man wanted. A tight tight squeeze. One he had to rip through. And he was not merciful about it. Forcing his hard cock right into me as he kept his hand over my mouth. Feeling the vibrations of me screaming and crying as he tore through my walls.

All I feel is the burning sensation of his cock ramming right into me. Ripping against my walls so brutally that I have no choice but to scream. But once he's in he's in. He goes as deep as he can then he grabs me by my throat. Choking me as he meets me with another brutal rough fuck. Each thrust so painful as the last. He makes it hard, brutal. The bed hardly hiding any of the rape.

Everything on fire but my tears, my cries, hell even my screams do nothing but make him harder and want to do more. He loves it so rough.

And at the end...I am left broken.

Though his night was just getting started. He leaves me tied up. Torn. Letting me sit within what he just did.

And after some time passes- he comes back. Ready to rape me again knowing how sore I am. How much a single touch would feel like a knife. If I am lucky he comes alone. At worst....well.

I hope you liked my little fantasy. 🤗

Me: 5'3 145 Brownskin